“Take some responsibility, Dania. You really think this would’ve happened if it weren’t for you?
Start realizing that you don’t get this damn monopoly on loss, because you’re not the only one who lost him, and quite honestly, I’m not entirely sure you even knew him.
How can you stand there and say that he’d want you to be happy now? Be happy with some other person that you’re not even really dating, and will
never actually care about you? From everything I’ve heard about this guy, looks like you just found a cheap imitation, enough to mute the pain, but you’re either a piece of shit or lying, because if you really loved Troy, you wouldn’t just stop and feel that way about someone else.
I haven’t gotten over it, and obviously neither has your friend Aleera, and neither of us, no one
ever, had a fraction of the attention he gave you.
Troy was in love with you. Only you, didn’t give a shit about anyone else, not even me, if you boiled down to it, and
everyone knew. Every other word since I met him was “Dania this, Dania that, Dania, fucking Dania.” Really disgusting, how some nights he’d be too depressed to even sleep, because nothing he did was good enough for you, nothing would make you pay attention. Nothing worked on you, but he did everything you wanted because he loved you, and he’d just stay up and work harder and forget to eat and you didn’t know that, did you? And that’s what killed him.
Honestly, if I had just met you, I would’ve pegged you as being, not stupid, not quite ordinary, but nothing special. I would never have done all this for you if he didn’t harp on about you every day, how amazing and perfect you were
and really, you’re not meeting expectations. I don’t see why all these people are in love with you. You’re pretty enough, but you’re poison, and everyone could see that it was weird how he was obsessed with you, when he was outstanding, in every way, and you were this nobody nowhere close to his level in any way. Just looking at you two was confusing.
Feel some shame, if you really even have a heart. If you had died, what would Troy have done?
You can fucking believe that he wouldn’t be out fucking someone else, forgetting you, saying that he loved her instead.”